The centrifuge spins so fast. The blood components feel like they have to spin too -- following the machine. If they do not do that, they will make the wall of the machine bloody. Splat. Splat. Splat.
The world spins so fast and you have to spin with it. When the time goes by seems to get faster and faster, you will sometimes feel like tumbling down. Like a little kid -- doing that helicopter spin.
Just the difference between you and the kid, is that you have tasks squeezed in between your spin.
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Sometimes I feel like working with other human being is too complicated and tiring. Many people love to make their own judgement. Some of them even decide on something without taking into account how other people would feel about it, or what consequences it would give to others. How selfish is that? Iamnotpointinganyoneparticularly.
Sometimes I feel that I get along with some people easily as if it was always meant to be. But when I want to go depth into emotions -- like sharing feelings or spilling secrets, suddenly I realize that there is a line I should never have crossed it in the first place. Or else I will be exposing the pathetic and fragile sides of me.
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Every once in a while I ask myself,
How far I must go until I arrive?
DIAPPOINTMENT. It happens all the time. Almost every single day.
When you ran your heart out to catch up with the bus -- which delivers the students to academic buildings, but you did not make it. When you were in line to use the washing machine and the machine broke down on that particular time. When you swamped your brain out studying for microbiology test but ended being just below average.
Yes, it happens all the times. The least we could do, well ... I could do, is put on a bright smile on that frowned face and say,
ALLAH KNOWS BEST.
ALLAH SAYANG KAMU. :)
So, here I am, trying to smile away all by myself. Cheer up!
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you express alot of wisdom in your writing, and somehow, it just make me grateful, because having to know someone else who having the same problem as me, makes the whole picture less lonesome. thanks. :)
ReplyDeleteto FeditlitousChubB :
ReplyDeleteThank you dear. :) Well ... I think the key to be grateful with life is to see everything from its bright side. Isn't it? :)