confession

tagged by : andak


"Once you have been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, or goals about you. In the end, choose 5 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. (Oh, this is weird. I mean to tag the person who tagged you? Never mind.) If I tag you, it is because I want to know you more."


Oh, wait. Do you really want to know about me, andak? And ... do you want me to be honest? Okay, I am trying.


Important info.
1). 
I am pro truth.
2). 
I am pro justice.
3). 
I am pro humanity.
4). 
I am pro human rights.
5). 
because American government goes against them, I am anti American government.


Mom said that ...
1). 
... aisyah is petty. (Am I? No. I know I am not.)
2). 
... aisyah is too dependent. (Dependent, may be. But too dependent ... let me check ... )
3). 
... aisyah is coward. (Of course. Who aren't? Don't lie, okay.)
4). 
... aisyah is not easy going. (Haih -.-'. Hmm ... well ... )
5). 
... aisyah is not good in stress management. (Yeah, I think so.)


Bad habits.
1). 
Always laugh very loud -- literally. (Good aisyah. At least you know this is a bad habit.)
2). 
Always shout. (Is that bad? Yes, if you are a girl ... kot. Double standard. Cis.)
3). 
Always nag and make a fuss. (Do you have to do this? Go study. Now! I said, NOW!)
4). 
Lazy to make a move. (I have been struggling on this for years. And I never succeed.)
5). 
Regular sleeping pattern at home : 10pm-6am and 2pm-5pm. (Woah, that makes 11 hours a day! Okay, this is totally bad. I know.)


So-called dreams.
1).
Serve compulsory service to the government for a few years. Earn $$$$$$ (grow the money at the same time). Then quit and join the NGO. Or just work at home. Haha.
2).
Plan to live in Berlin. Last few days, my sister asked, "Where did you say you want to live after studying?". I said, "Malaysia. I am fine here. Malaysia is my home." Woah, I was even surprised by myself. But, this is really not the case.
3).
Drive SUV -- Toyota Fortuner / Volkswagen Touareg / Lexus RX350 / any of these sort. I gave up Mitsubishi Lancer because ... you know.
4).
Live in semi-detached house, with my sister as the neighbour. Since mom does not want to live with us (she said, she is okay living in grandma's house), we will always balik kampung to meet mom and dad together.
5).
Childish ever dream : Would like to take Defence Against the Dark Arts, Transfiguration, and Potion subjects in Hogwarts. Who want to join me?


Randomness.
1). 
Yeah, I am quite a random person. Don't you think? But still people can read me like an open book. (Macam mana tu?)
2). 
Hate remembering birthdays and dates. My long term memory is not superb. Which is the reason why I always do last minute revision. (Eleh. Alasan je!)
3).
Dislike Physics. The word physics itself irritates me. Dislike History. Dislike Geography. Dislike Kemahiran Hidup. Now I wonder how did I survive in junior high school.
4).
Like exam weeks, somehow. Despite all the pressures exerted on me, I could feel that exam weeks is the only period I can totally devote myself to the text books and lecture notes. Typical.
5).
Like handwriting better than computer-typed. No matter how ugly the handwriting is. Because handwritten brings you sentimental values.


NEXT!

1. Maryam.
2. Athira.
3. Syahirah.
4. Jalilah.
5. Afifah. (Eh, lupa pulak Afifah takde blog. Hehe.)
6. Andak. (According to the instruction, I have to tag you back, right? *confused*)

p/s 1 : 

Just do this if you have time and you want to. I will not hold any revenge for those who refuse to.

p/s 2 :

People, you don't have to tag me back. I don't mind. (^.^)