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Do you know Haja from RAVE? Of course you don't. Well, he has the power of unlimited magic pool, called Infinity. He can cast as much magic as he wants without worrying his magic pool depleted.


Awesome!


But that is not the point because I do not like Haja anyway.


You have no life.


A bit abrupt. Transition. Zero.


I am one of the people (or maybe the only one) who are anti with those words. I do not refer to those who have no life. I refer to those who said those words. I once told this to a friend, which later ended up ignoring me. Haha. Whatever.


First of all, you have no right to say, "You have no life". No life means death and I do not want to elaborate more about it.


Then, you cannot say he/she has no life just because he/she does not always hang out with you or with your group. Let say if I decided to stay at home (which is true), you definitely cannot say I have no life. The mere fact is, I have my own personal reason behind. The same thing applies to everyone in the world.


If an anonymous goes to the library everyday, night and day, please do not say he/she has no life. If a friend loves to play computer game, or window-shopping, or doing homework, please do not say he/she has no life. Passion is what drives us everyday. And the only thing that can fulfill our life satisfaction is of course, our passion.


Okay, itu sahaja tazkirah untuk hari ini.






Oh, I actually feel good that my semester went unpredictably tolerable. But I think I was the most miserable person during that semester. Never mind. I do not know my potential anyway. Whatshouldido? :( Tak nak check result boleh?

draft #4

Title : Hate

There is an old Malay gentleman who lives in my neighbourhood. He is always very charming and complimentary to me (to everyone actually). And he just seems to say what he thinks in one of those I-am-old-I-can-say-what-I-like sort of ways. And to the point where I never can see him in the street without smiling. You want examples?

Example 1:

I was standing near the garage, waiting for dad to turn up when he walked pass.

OMG = Old Malay Gentelman

OMG :

Oh, lady. Are you being paid to stand there?

Me -.-:

*Wondering if I've been mistaken* Urm? No. Why?

OMG :

I thought you were perhaps being paid to make the street look more attractive?

Me -.-:

Oh. I am just waiting for my dad actually.

OMG :

*Appreciatively* Lucky dad.

Example 2:

As my sister and I were walking behind him up the street. He turned and looked at us.

Me -.-:

*Politely smiles* Err ...

OMG :

Oh, this street is full of beautiful women.

Sister:

*Stupidly* Err ... was that a compliment?

OMG :

Why? Of course. You both are very pretty.

Sister:

Urm ... thanks. *Laughed awkwardly and walked pass him*

OMG :

Nice view from the back as well.

*My sister and I looked at each other and made faces*

You think I joke? I do not. He is such a pervert. Hey, watch your word! Okay okay. He is not a pervert. He is an unacceptable friendly man. The things he said were sometimes not very nice to be said to a decent girl, but he got away with it. Perhaps because he is a harmless old man. It is amazing what an old people can get away with, isn't it? 


Oh. Last few weeks I attended this wedding reception of my cousin. Everything was nice until the moment an uncle came to our table and started snapping our pictures. We were all kind of acting cool at first but we could not take it after some times. He snapped our pictures from all different angles. It was quite bothering. Really.


The thing was, he did not take pictures of the aunties, nor the uncles, and not even the boys. He took the pictures of us, the girls (saya bukan nak perasan, okay?). And he placed his big camera right in front of our nose. And he waited until we look at the camera. The girls (cousins, sisters, and me) were totally annoyed with that man. Our parents were there, at the very same table, okay? WHERE'S HIS MANNER?


After performing Zohor prayer, we kind of had nothing to do, so we were just lingering around my aunt who was busy passing around the goodies for her guests. All we did were sitting there, chatting among cousins, helping the aunt to take out the goodies from the boxes. Mostly just sitting, chatting, looking at the people -- and yeah, giving some comments on their appearance.


And everything turned dark when suddenly the previous uncle came and kept bugging us for some pictures. His expensive camera was stuck real close in front of our faces and we kept turning our faces to avoid it. For some reasons, this weird man ran after our pictures as if he is going to lose his lifetime job if he fails to obtain them. Such a weird and annoying man!


But, wasn't he afraid of us? Seriously. I mean, we were just some decent little girls who will, in no time, report his violence to our parents, and the parents will accuse him on harassment, and he will be dragged to the court. And may be spend a few months being locked up, and he needs someone to bail him from the jail, which that someone happens to be a person who is really into money, and it costs him a fortune. See. It is a long story to begin with.


This is a serious opinion.


People think I am joking when I say, "You should pay me to take my picture." 


Well ... I AM NOT. Not really, anyway. But seriously, so many people are into photography lately. And these people go around snapping pictures of random people at random moments. And one of these random people at random moments happens to be me. I would not be all huffy about it. EXCEPT. Because these people just proceed to post the pictures on their social networking websites. Do not tell me you are giving me free publicity. Do you think I need that kind of publicity?

written on :

7th December 2010

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p/s : asek post draft [read : cerita basi] je. nampak sangat pemalas. haha.

draft #3

Title : I am sick.

How old are you? If you were once my classmate in schools, or you are someone from my college, or you have been to college and currently in college, you should be 21 or above. So, please proceed.


Are you an open minded person? A person who will think before you comment on something? If YES, then you may proceed. If NO, you can stop here. I don't want you to end up cursing your computer screen.


So, have you registered for national election? If YES, good. If NO, well ... there is always next time. InsyaAllah.


What kind of introduction is that? Haha.


Anyway.


This is what I do when I do not have anything particularly interesting to talk about -- I read news. News in Malaysia are discreetly annoying. For me, at least. I hate watching news on TV. Not that because the newscasters do not have style or anything like that. Not at all.


So, in case if you do not know, Malaysia is now open to dirty [read : porn] politics. Oops! All you got to do to be famous is to be a recorder. Or to be the mysterious group of people who would later do the screening for the scenes in any particular video. It is not illegal -- according to what is happening right now lah. Do not worry. No arrest has been made regarding the issue. 


Quoting Minister Kit Siang, "Two questions now uppermost in the minds of all right-thinking Malaysians are: why the polices have not yet arrested the trio of 'Datuk T', namely Rahim, Shazryl, and Shuib for various crimes including Section 292 of the Penal Code for the 'publicly exhibiting any obscene or pornographic material' liable to jail term of three years? Or Section 5(1) of the Film Censorship Act 2002 where they are liable to be fined up to RM 50 000, or jail up to five years, or both?"


What should we do, people? Should we lodge a police report and send them to the jail? SHOULD WE? No. The government said, NO. Because the government loves those kind of people more than the government loves us. WHY? Because that is how they rule. THEY LOVE EVERYTHING especially those who work with them to attack the opposition.


Doesn't it irk you when all they think about is plotting against the opposition and not to think thoroughly, and thus bringing the nation into the hall of shame? And they still have better things to do such as improving the country, or helping the poor, or brain-storming about restructuring our education system, or anything more educational and beneficial for the people of the country. Right?


Oh, wait. They are not brilliant to come out with such things. I see.


And I think I am beginning to understand why our country is 100 years behind developed countries. Well, easy answer. Corruption among leaders, for a start, and the mentality of the society. Not pointing fingers at anyone. Just generally. Everything in this country is corrupted. From the government people to the non-government people.


First of all, why can't we have a crime lab to solve all these unsolved cases? For sure, I watch CSI and I know US is not any better either. But at least they have an awesome lab. Awesome labs make works finish faster. Are we okay here? Good. Aside from lab, we need people who actually brilliant to work in the lab. And people who are not controlled by the superior.


For me, polices and those who work to prevent the crimes SHOULD BE FREE FROM ANY POLITICAL INFLUENCE. So they will not be bought to manipulate the case or something. Or to stupidly ask for new DNA sample. Like, seriously? DNA is not changing in forever (unless you are a mutant and weird mutations occur in your body, of course). I know, nowhere is perfect. Not even Japan, US, Germany, Canada, or any other awesome countries.


To have advanced crime labs is too much to ask for, I guess. But I still want to make a change. And if that is still too much to ask, then I think I have to be a better person and do something for the future generation. So I hope all these craps and dramas will end soon enough to make way for other chronicle dramas. This dirty [read : porn] politics is way too boring.


OH. Message not delivered, I see. I cannot talk too much. Well, this is a public place. I am afraid I will get killed for writing something stupid. So, I shall stop.


THINK people. THINK! Use your brain. DO NOT BRING YOURSELVES DOWN TO THEIR LEVEL. I know some of us are. But, please try to be as rational as you could be.

Written on :

8th March 2011

nerdy

Have you had a very nerdy dream ever in your life? Well ... I had yesterday. And now I realized how nerdy am I for having that kind of dream.


The dream would not occur without any reason. Before I accidentally closed my eyes, I was actually waiting for the water to boil in the kettle. While waiting, I opened this blue secular text book, and looked over the Lesch-Nyhan syndrome (which was not included in the question this morning). And before I realized ... I dived to the underworld dream.

I the dream, I was a doctor, apparently. In a very busy hospital. All of a sudden, three patients were admitted to the hospital with some kind of rare diseases. Surprisingly, they were blood-related. Brother, sister, and mother may be?


But it came to my dream that I was assigned to diagnose their diseases, which I thought, "This is very cool." So, I went to the patients with some other people I knew from the college and we came up with different speculations and ideas.


Then, the next setting of the dream was we were in a consultation room with a renowned professor, who apparently the X-Files detective guy a.k.a Agent Fox (woah!). He showed us the old diagnostic tool book written in German and French. And we had no idea how to translate those.

Oh, I missed watching the X-Files while I was young.

And I found Maryam and Syahirah -- classmates from the high school, in the same hospital. I was so excited. But before I greet them, I woke up by the voice of my roommate saying, "Hey, bangun bangun. Baca ni (showing her lecture notes). Diorang cakap yang ni masuk exam."


*sighhh*

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By the way, do you know what I did to maximize my sleep?

(1). I sleep at 1.30 am.

(2). Set my alarm at 2.30 am.

(3). And another one at 5.30 am. 

The purpose of 2.30 am alarm is so that I will wake up and realize I still have an ENTIRE THREE HOURS MORE to sleep. So when I wake up, I feel as though I have slept for a very long time. And therefore, well rested. Not really! kecewadengandirisendiridushdush =.="

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Enough lah. Esok ada paper. Tolong sedar diri sket, okay?